For Rahma Febrianti. 23 years from now.
for myself in these past 23 years.. are you tired? happy? sad? or feeling grateful?
thank you so much for being the awesome me for 23 years. blood, sweat, tears, smile, laugh even frustrated feeling. it wasn’t easy but you’ve done your best to be strong no matter hard the world slapped you, you fell, you cried and you shouted but then you wiped your tears, you drank all the bitter that world served and you stood up like nothing happend.
ya Allah.. thank you so much for everything. whenever I looked back on my past… it’s like rope that tightened up my neck, made me unable to breath but then you gave me chance, a great chance to be better again.
you sent him to me, although in the end, he left a dark chocolate. bitter yet sweet. I still admire him. but never want him. thank you so much for everything ya Allah. forgive me. the sin me. I promise I’ll do my best to be the one whom you love.
dear my family… it’s hard. you might never know that I always pray for us. Mother, Father… no matter how hard time you passed, how much bad words shouted. please be the home for your children. I always feel soulless whenever you fight.
for my sisters, you all will always be the flowers of my life. please bloom beautifully inside and outside. no matter how much we fight, I’ll always love you guys.
for me in 23 years from now on… please be flower that blooms whenever you are. be the candle who never tired to light up the world. be the pencil that write history, be a good princess that serves your prince with love. be a good teacher for your children. and be the one who never feel tired, complain, and lose control.
you never know when world knock you down. but you always know how to stand up, pray, and fight with all of your heart.
for me in the future… please be kind to myself. always smile, feel grateful to Allah and fight for a better life.
Rahma Febrianti. 23 years old. Feb 16th, 2017.
the picture was screen-shotted when Taeyong reading a novel in last episode of Limitless Room